You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
If u r reading this..
Sunday, December 11, 2011 / 9:46 AM

Dearest Mr F,
The very first time when you held my hand, asking me to be yr gal. I knew you were the one for me.
During the past mths of the relationship..
It has yet been the most wonderful experience & moments I can never imagine myself. From the very 1st day, I have opened my heart and love you with all heart without any reserves or boundaries to it.

I know I have hurt you..
Earlier, all I ask for was ur clarification and u had to blow it all up this way.
At times, there just comes a time when u want to know wat is right/wrong and to clear the air. And the 1st thing u did was blowing it to me tat I checked ur phone.
Hearing it was already hurting, what more when I asked u and i was given a sarcastic remarks.

Ya Allah.. For the 1st time, I just cried so much. Not knowing what I should do. You meant the world to me. There is no one that I'm asking for other than you.
You may complain of ur appearances & your other insecurities. But to my eyes, you are the most perfect person.

If posing a question is hurtful to u.. Hw about the more hurtful remarks unto me. I'm swallowing it all for I am to be blame. You r still the perfect person to my eyes. Cos I had hurt you & done you wrong by having my doubts on you.

I know the way I put it to you was wrong. As if accusing you. I'm sorry for it. I really am.
I'm as much as a normal human being who makes a whole lot of mistakes.
I admit of my mistakes, and it's all wrong.
It's nt tat I do not trust you, like I said.. I trusted u with my whole heart. And when I hear something like this, it crush my world apart & I had to ask it fm u personally. I am sorry once again for having the doubts in you.


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