so flying high-

You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

Sunday, September 26, 2010 / 1:30 PM

The day i turned 25;

a simple meal with a few frenz gathered.

more of a spending spree for me given by my dearest babehs to spend.

i love u gals loads.

No idea wat am i gonna do with my life.

Simply feel i have no direction to head.

No aim/goal in life. FML.

Haish.. Wat am i talkin bout?

Is it some kind of mid-20 crisis?

Gosh.

I hope my degree is something which i can hold on for at the very least,

if all else fail.

Somehow, it's true when bb mentioned that somehw in life,

we need someone to be with us to share the ups & downs in life.

Someone to be the listenin ear.

Have i gotten too independent that i couldn't care less about my own feelings?

Numb bout it all?

Not bothered bout findin the special someone to settle down with?

Or is it bcos i'm having some high, flying expectation here?

Hmm.. I have no answer for it all.

But, u shld share my sentiments here isn't it..

Marriage is no big joke. U need to find the perfect husband.

Whom u can really talk/thrash things out.

Whom u feel is more of ur best friend.

To joke with, be it in a harsh/crude way it doesn't matter.

But at the end of it all, even with all the thrashing or the crude jokes..

U know u'll just cuddle up right next to him and say u love him in the most funniest way one could ever think of.

Knowing it all, he's loyal to u too.

Is it that impossible for one to ask?

I have no answer it all.

But, maybe.. Somehow, one day i'll find one.

Somehow, I hope.. Is very much similar to bb or better. I hope..

I have no answer to it all.

Maybe, that's my birthday wish for this year.

For my questions to be answered.....