It has been exactly a MTH now.
Gosh, when I looked back at time, I didn't realise that it's only a mth.
It feels like I have knew him for ages.
So, on a conclusion..
I knew him within a 2 wks period. Went for a trip together & only
a mth has passed by from that trip and I knew him for a month plus only..? Lol*

I understand why he kept his distance away from me.
He's in such a confuse state.
Taking a breather & maybe pursuing on to his decision,
maybe not wanting to hurt the other party, in this case,
his ex or gf (perhaps they're back together now.)
It's the right decision that he is taking.
I do not blame him for it.

It's weird isn't it when someone who has always been so sure of what he wants.
Ask you for an opinion of whether should he go back to his ex a good thing to do.
That guy must be in so much confusion.
Maybe, he's made his decision.
Watever his decisions are, I would always wish for his happines.

It's kinda weird..
Back in Bali, I had a dream about it.
About him being attached.
The dreams are soo real.
I can still remember it.
Was on an escalator which is going downwards.
He was a few steps down. Wanting to approach him.
But before I could, a gal has already approached him & they kissed.
Lol*
Boy, that dream felt soo real.

But yet again, I had another dream with after that.
For this dream, I had my istikharah prayers before I sleep.
In that dream, his face just appeared in my dream & shortly after was awaken by his text.
I'm really puzzled by that mere coincidence.

Ohh well, today's post is basically pouring out my woes.
I'm just confuse by it all.
Cos there's this little hunch in me which is telling me something about all this.
Hahas.
I know, I'm a confuse gal. Lol*

It has been exactly a MTH now.
Gosh, when I looked back at time, I didn't realise that it's only a mth.
It feels like I have knew him for ages.
So, on a conclusion..
I knew him within a 2 wks period. Went for a trip together & only
a mth has passed by from that trip and I knew him for a month plus only..? Lol*

I understand why he kept his distance away from me.
He's in such a confuse state.
Taking a breather & maybe pursuing on to his decision,
maybe not wanting to hurt the other party, in this case,
his ex or gf (perhaps they're back together now.)
It's the right decision that he is taking.
I do not blame him for it.

It's weird isn't it when someone who has always been so sure of what he wants.
Ask you for an opinion of whether should he go back to his ex a good thing to do.
That guy must be in so much confusion.
Maybe, he's made his decision.
Watever his decisions are, I would always wish for his happines.

It's kinda weird..
Back in Bali, I had a dream about it.
About him being attached.
The dreams are soo real.
I can still remember it.
Was on an escalator which is going downwards.
He was a few steps down. Wanting to approach him.
But before I could, a gal has already approached him & they kissed.
Lol*
Boy, that dream felt soo real.

But yet again, I had another dream with after that.
For this dream, I had my istikharah prayers before I sleep.
In that dream, his face just appeared in my dream & shortly after was awaken by his text.
I'm really puzzled by that mere coincidence.

Ohh well, today's post is basically pouring out my woes.
I'm just confuse by it all.
Cos there's this little hunch in me which is telling me something about all this.
Hahas.
I know, I'm a confuse gal. Lol*